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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Conflict in an individual.

Aaaaah yes. Apparently I am facing what you can call a self-disagreement. It is deep within me and I am clueless as to how I can solve this because one second I am positive, and the next, I am otherwise. There is a part of me which wants to face it, and get it done and over with. At the same time, the other half refuses to co-operate and chooses to rebel every time I make an attempt. It is extremely annoying because I feel like I am neither here nor there, like I am in shambles. In fact, I feel like I am a mess.

Today marks the third(?) time I skipped school for the two extra weeks. That's excluding the times I skipped the Literature seminar, SS lecture and whateverelse. And I swear upon your mother's ass(lol, wherever did that come from, I have no idea) the fact that I didn't attend school yesterday and today was because I've been having the runs in the early morning when I want to go to school. Well of course some of you already know that my absence yesterday was planned but me being the unfortunate one with such rotten luck was down with diarrhoea. My arse hurts like fuck okay.

Moving on,

I shall end here.


8:10 PM