School's been pretty much alright. I'm finally getting a hang of the constant piling of homework every single day and the pressure of having to wake up early and drag myself to school. Other than that, other personal matters are going on good. I've long gotten over the fact that I was cheated. I have to admit that I was then too naive, putting all my trust in him. But thanks, I love him even more for making me wiser. I've learnt my lesson and I shall make sure history don't repeat itself.

Still, them close ones sure know what's up on my sleeves if he gets too out of hand, fabricating stories about me, making me out to be a desperate. I don't wish to be childish and resort to such immature and dumb acts but a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do. HAHA.
I'm still giving face. I've yet to show my true colours.

No, I'm not acting big. It's my real self to be outspoken and straightforward. I'll do what I feel is right. It'll be even sweeter if I can have people coming right up to me and shove me with crude but true comments right to my face. Because at the end of the day, the main attention will still be on me. I'm never well-liked anyway and I'm used to it. Afterall it's been this way since 5 years ago, or maybe even from the day I step into the world. It's no longer a big matter to me.

All this while I've not portray my other half because I think it's unnecessary. I like the way things are now, and I guess I'll leave it this way and continue to play pretend. It's kinda fun anyway.

=)

It's been only a few days but I'm already missing Leya papaya.
I miss Ja and Naz even more.
<3