Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Yesterday was great, today's fun, and Friday's gonna be excellent!

I feel beat though, been helping people. And still am.
You know, my girlfriends, and bestfriends are all facing problems relating to their lovey-dovey life. And here I am, helping them out 'cos they're either not going on fine or they just need my help in some other stuff. Always the middle girl, and it tires me out and kinda hurts me. It's like, I'm forever doing this and forever being lonely. You get what I mean?

I've long given the other two up. Just the thought of them irks me now. Especially the one I've been having a crush on for so bloooooooooodyyyyyy loooooonnnnnngggg. It's just so sickening to be constantly thinking of the person and not even talking to him! But like I've said I've long given them up. And you probably can guess that I've got replacement. Haha. This is hilarious but no, I've never met any other guy who's as cute&sweet as this one. Even though he's still a stranger, I'll try not to let it stay this way. Afterall, I'll be just making friends. No harm right?

Forget about myself. Right this moment, I'm texting Leya's baby boy, advising him with all sorts of stuff to please her again. I just gave suggestions to Jaja's darling on how to give her her special birthday present this Friday. Boy do I love myself for coming up with all sorts of ideas. Haha. And I feel great helping others, especially my loved ones.

Guess I'll just have to live with it. I'm born to be people-helper. It's not that bad anyway. I still have the boy-who-is-still-a-stranger-to-me-but-will-be-my-friend-soon to think of! Not that bad, really. It's not.

Better be off to text the necessary people.
Goodnight my lovers. <3

11:06 PM