Friday, May 26, 2006

i am having terrible moodswings and serious attitude problem.
take today as an example.

i thought i could at least brighten up my day by watching the basketball match,
and considering the fact that i saw some other person that could actually bring a smile
to my face.
but no, straight after the match, that bloody form-teacher of mine3e6, had to
spoil my day.
she's one bitch i can't handle at times.
like hey, i made an effort to hand in my physics file and you said i didn't hand in any of
your physics shizzes.
please, the way you put it, 'shahila- NOTHING!'
you know, like as though you're tryna make me feel guilty about it or something.
go search the damn cupboard, you blindass.
i did hand in my file. even though it's not the green file you wanted.
like whattheheck.
make me so frustrated i almost threw the ring file on my desk from afar.

call yourself my3e6's form teacher.
go do some soul searching, and like you always say, search your own conscience.
i doubt you even treat 3e6 like your form class.
it's so obvious that you haven't got over your ex-class but i can't help thinking that
all the teachers have the same mindset and perspective of 3e6.
whatever, really.
screw you, teacher.

now i realise what faezah meant when she said i'm more harsh and crude now.
whatever, girl.
it's like what you call teenage angst. i just can't stand life in leafy.
it's hell in that lousy school now. only full of nonsense. the way the staffs tryna change the
way the school used to work and whatcrap.

holidays are here and i can't be any happier.
it's time for me to be me, like for real.
what's with school that i'm so stressed up, i'm all dirty and fat?
school makes me mad, you know.
i'll make use of ample time to shed some fats with more dance routine and moves,
pamper myself with whateverilove and of course i haven't forgotten the pile of homework in my bag.
ugh.

but haha, i haven't forget some important days during the holidays.
i have surprises for people, now i'm all excited myself.
and goddamnit, where's the 2e5 chalet?!

oh goodness, after watching christina millian's say i video, rihanna's sos video, pcd's beep&buttons video, so you think you can dance and making the band3(omg, i love this show),
i'm all geared up to get down with dance moves for teachers' day and beyourselfday(?).
not forgetting the korubushka(sp?) dance for pe lesson.

and i've decided not to work. at least for the first week i guess.



6:34 PM