Thursday, March 09, 2006

private phone calls, payphone phone calls, mysterious texts.
man, it's getting out of hand and is scaring me.
i seriously have no idea how my no. can end up in other people's hands.
first it was all those mystery calls i got,
and then a guy texted me saying he found my no in his hp phonebook,
and then mystery calls again,
then now, another guy text me.

seems like my no is making it's way around people.
really, am i supposed to believe that he found my no in his hp's contact list or what?
that's dumb.
i really don't understand it, and i can't stand it.
it just get on my nerves that these people are trying to invade my privacy.
screw them la.
disturb and distract me for no good reasons.

forget that.

today was much better, because i was hoping the attituded-cher won't come to class and teach us, and she didn't.
how lucky. one whole day spared of her fugly self.
that's something to be glad about.
another thing, i passed my emath! +)
gahaha.

ELDDS was good, watched jeepers-creepers two.
nice, having to listen to all kinds of strong vulgarities.
hml was good, worked with the indo girls.
nice, having to listen to their indo-accent.

asides with those.
i just came to realise how pathetic i look on my way home every single day.
and it was kinda shocking to hear the comments from a stranger.
i tapped my card after alighting from the train, and realised i didn't tap my card properly at the bishan station.
so i went over to the control station and got the uncle to do something with the card value.
i was taken aback when he asked why i looked so stressed after staring at my face for a few seconds.
man, no wonder them friends were telling me how arrogant i look whenever they bump into me on the way home.
i didn't expect to portray such expression.
maybe azlan was right about me not smiling.
but still, you can't expect me to smile all the time lest people will think i'm out of my mind.
maybe i should carry a mirror along wherever i go so i can check the expression i put on my face.
i know it's ridiculous, but it's the only way i can know i'm not showing a stuck-up kinda expression.
my usual expression can't be blame either, because i feel tired after sucha long day at school.
so, i hope people understand.


your traces:

hAiqal: hey!! of coz i wont tell her thru sms, i think?? hah.. anw thx for the tip yeahhh... need to find my 'mojo' to tell her.. hahahah
'lala: you think? hmm.. confidence level not that good. anyway, my pleasure. it's just a little something i thought might help. who's your 'mojo'? mojo-jojo from powerpuff girls?? lollers.

mel: today.. was just as bad as the days before. in fact monday now seems the least bad day. let's see how tomorrow and the day after that goes..
'lala: guess this whole week is bad. so little time, so much to do. and so many controversies. gah!

8:18 PM