Sunday, March 26, 2006

days are moving fast,
things are all messed,
and people are just so annoying.

still, i know i like him. gee.





so many things happened yesterday but i can only remember the khabir-bitching-session i had with japstarr.
'twas great shit to know that pearl dumped him just like i dumped him.
super good news, please.
and japstarr was all about telling me how selenge khabir's like in school after the break-up with fitriah (she's the pearl girl anyway.)
goodness.
that shithead just so deserve it, for being such a big egoist,
and i'm oh so glad that i have not bumped into him since the first day of 2006. lollers.
i'll probably roll my eyes and mutter some strings of vulgarities if i happen to meet him.
seriously, i'm so sick of him because he's just so disgusting.
and being the most recent ex-boyfy, only memories with him lingers in my mind.
so if you ask me, i will have to say it's totally frustrating to have a picture of someone i hate always appearing in my mind.
it's especially so when i listen to certain songs and is reminded of him.


so i was thinking,
are all guys the same?
as though they are exact clones of one another except the way they look?

then i think deeper,
i thought of him, and i know my answer to that question is no.
then i was reminded of learningcarnival and how i was disgusted by how some people have changed (for the worse, for that matter), and i know the answer to my question is an obvious yes.

sucha disapointment,
but it didn't matter because the one i like is not the one i was disgusted of.
and i'm glad with that fact.

2:22 PM