Sunday, February 26, 2006

i'm sitting here alone, without the presence of another single living soul in the house.
all of them out to god knows where.
guess rey went over to marina to watch the danceworks.
and i'm missing out on all the fun.
i always miss out on things which i should not have missed out on.
and i'm beginning to feel as though school is shit.
why do i even bother to wake up so early in the morning to drag myself to school and see the same old faces each day?
the only answers to that is because i have to go to school,
lest i become a dumbass.
and because school's one of the place where i'll get to see all my friends.

social studies test tmr will be shit.
i'm so very sure i'll flunk the paper just like i know i did for history.
one thing that's bothering me is:
how the hell am i gonna go early for the Fort Minor concert?
once again, like rey have suggested, skip school,
or what i think i'll most likely do is cabut from heats.
i obviously can't skip school because i have amath test on that day.
man, life is difficult with these nonsense.

and just now i thought i was going to die.
in fact i think i almost did.
after months of not having it,
my gastritis is back.
and i could hardly sleep, having to toss here and there,
and ended up feeling all nauseous.
i lost count of the number of times i went into the toilet,
and the feeling it's not like when you have diarrhoea or anything like that.
gastric pains are not all about clearing your bowels through shitting,
because it's not diarrhoea.
and in case you don't know, gastritis and diarrhoea are two different things.
absolutely different.
i can't emphasize more.
you get the idea.
so yes, i threw up more than a thrillion times,
with my empty stomach, and at last puke yellowish juices, which tasted like medicine.
it's soooperly gross please.
of course i didn't throw up more than a thrillion times, was just exaggerating.
but the yucky juices bit is so true.

anyhows, i slept only at 4 and woke up pretty early,
because my stomach protested.
and i only woke up at 4. like one and a half hour ago.

i'm superly hungry,
so i'm off to whip something up for myself.

loves.

5:25 PM