Sunday, February 12, 2006

i discovered that she got a frigging 12 points for her L1R5.
well done on her part, really.
then now i'm begin to wonder,
whether i can achieve such points and get myself into my dream JC.
it's giving me the rush just to think of it.
and what's more, i'm taking the malay paper this year.
omg, OMG.

i'm being such a paranoid ass la.
but i can't help thinking i'll end up getting more than 20 points.
shit me, yes.
i can't stand this feeling in me,
to have such low confidence in myself,
but i can't see myself making thru the Os(even though i'll only be taking it next year) either.
it's scaring me to death.

lollers.
i know this is sooopeeerr dumb but it's really how i'm feeling right this very moment.
esp when i was bloghopping and came across her page.
i knew it was coming, that she'll get such fantastic results.
maybe 12 is not much of a great deal to some of you smart asses,
but it's more than enough to make me happy.

aside.
my starhub digital box shiz is being such a whore,
since yesterday.
keep distracting me from watching the teevee.
esp when i was sooo engrossed with yesterday's man united's match with portsmouth.
i'm so effing glad that ronaldo scored twice.
and correct me if i'm wrong,
he scored at the 38' min and the 46'.
i'm right, i know.
somehow he was very alert and that didn't make me snore throughout the match.
i love him la.
and both rey and myself are counting down the days to FM's concert.
i love mike shinoda, mwuahs!

ngheghe.
pretty childish, just messing.
and messing, my house is in a mess.
thanks to myself cos i was very restless, and ended up messing up the place.
what to expect, i'm not use to staying at home during the weekend,
and what's more, it's stay home the whole weekend for me this week.
i wasn't force to, but i was just lazy.
kept bumming at home, eat, eat, shiz, shiz.
i counted 6 pieces of kentucky's original fried chickies,
straight on sat and sun.
think i've gained at least one and a half kilo for that.
plus junks from 7-eleven.
dang! my diet plan is so not working.
having PE tmr, but that sure won't help much.

btw, i wanted to watch hanyut just now, and guess what,
i missed it, again.
it's as though i'm destined not to watch it.
honestly, i've never watch a single episode, not kidding.
i just want to watch at least one of the episode,
cos i'm sure i have a lot to comment.
but too bad, not my luck.

i'm sweating, that goes to show i'm being paranoid again.
it also shows i'm gonna fall flat and die any minute.

lols.

more of there's no ventilation wherever i am now, and the front door is closed,
so no wind is blowing in, thus it's stuffy in the house.
it's getting hot in here,
so take off all your clothes.
i am getting so hot, i will take my clothes off.

yeah baby.
i'm bullshizzing too much.
pardon me.


i'll make my way out of this mess i created.

10:02 PM