Friday, January 27, 2006

trust me.
that's so true and i just can't seem to accept that fact.

god knows why,
but something came over me,
and i'm beginning to miss 2e5 very much.

seriously.

i just want the class to be together once again.
just when we've become so united,
things have to take a turn,
and we have to be in different classes.

darn.
that's not good.


reminisce;

together with mr.Quek

at johor battery

together with ms.Long

in the jerseys. super red.

sec two camp with the instructors

sec two candid snap

sec one candid snap

sec two camp with facilitators

gawd!
the two years spent together was certainly not enough.
i so miss the super lame jokes we shared among ourselves.
always by the same people,
namely simeon, azlan, yong jie, jun ting etc..
mostly the guys.

really.
come to think of it again,
even though the jokes were lame, we still did laugh our asses off,
and of course it was fun, then.

now, in a class of 35, with only six guys,
there's nothing much to laugh about,
except for maybe sasa's jokes.

there's no more of clarissa's hilarious sneezes,
no more teasing hilda of her breast (braces, ngeghe),
no more jun ting's chee-ko-pek-ness,
no more of yong jie's nonsensical teasings,
no more racist jokes among the guys and sasa (not that i'm into racism),
no more wax's silly names,
no more nina dozing off in class,
etc.
etc.

so empty without these usuals that we did in class.

and then,
from a class of forty equals,
twenty boys, twenty girls,
now i'm down to twenty-nine girls (??) and six boys.

how's that for a sudden change.

if only we can pause, rewind, and replay,
and go through pain and joy together again.
(exclude the part with mr.Tang being the form teacher, please)

everything will be fine then.

now i know,

humans always take things for granted and do not cherish them until they're lost.
same applies to why we tend to miss each other so badly.

when we were together,
we forget the fact that we are by each other's side to care for one another.
only when someone goes missing, then we'll feel the emptiness and start to miss him/her.

now i wonder,
will we have another 2e5 '05 reunion this year?

even though we are all still in the same school,
the feeling of being in different classes is definitely different from that of being in a one whole class.

good things never last
that's how true it is.

one thing for sure, i miss EEE FIVE's wildness.

alright. all those misses aside.

cny celebration was pretty...




you guessed it -

boring.

not kidding.
personally, i really feel that way.
it was so dull, including the fact that i couldn't really understand what they were saying in chinese.
programs were absolutely boring, making everyone so restless.
morning assembly was more interesting though,
with lion dance performance straight after reflections.

i love the lions,
uber cute-stuff,
butt shaking.

ngeghee.

had bday cake after concert;
fiona's and muqin's bday.
then had lunch with them coussies and the momsies,
at sakura restaurant.

fetched iman from his nursery class,
bumped into saliha while walking back.
minah, like totally.

such common sight.
highlighted hair, tight pants,
walking down the street, pushing baby pram.

get the idea?
uh-huh.
totally.

i was like, 'alahai..so minah.'
as usual, embarassed to be seen like that,
(esp. by me), she didn't dare to even take a glance at me.
or maybe i looked too fugly for her.
whatever.

sigh.

i don't see what minahs hold against me.
i know since primary school, the minahs hate me.
for what reason, i totally have no idea.
they have their personal reasons.

then now, i have one slut,
who claimed she's anti-shahila.

can you believe that?
how childish can she get?

gawd!
very sad for her.
her alone against me, yes.
no worries yeah.
i have more friends than she does, i'm so sure.

who's next to join anti-shahila, kindly join marlinah,
the minah-ish monitor from two tee one.
ugh.

she's one of my definition of minah.
azlan take a great look at her.
compare me and her, please.
include mel and iz in the list yeah.

marlinah certainly satnds out from us.
not because she's any prettier, smarter or what shiz,
but because she's one bitch who's just jealous of me (??)
i ain't sure of that, but that's what it seems like.

and hell, i can't accept the fact that whenever we happen to walk past each other, she'll roll her eyes at me, and mutter under her breathe, 'minah step'.

please.

i've come to a conclusion to ignore her unless she's gone over the line.
of course i won't give face if she start calling me names and bitch about me behind my back.
like i've said, i can't tolerate nonsense,
so yes, don't be surprised if i'm up one-on-one with her.

ngeghee.

it will be a girlfight baby!

we'll do it the shake the booty way yeah.
and i'll make sure i wake her up to her senses!

6:47 PM