Thursday, December 15, 2005

these days can't go by without me not singing a song at least for a minute.
especially those by The Used, The Ataris, Finch, The All-American Rejects, Green Day, MCR, Slipknot, Taking Back Sunday and some other loud ones.
to think i wasn't really interested in listening to them then.
they are good stuff.

obviously i still can't stop humming christmas songs and singing them out loud with my little sister.
not forgetting those pop ones and getting all hyped up with the hiphop and crunk beats and grooving and doing the jiggy-jiggy.
you know me, i can't sit still for even a minute cos the next moment i'll be doing some disco boogie or even try out ballet.
sheesh.

'After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter'

that is specially dedicated to mr.K

i saw him yesterday.
not really him though.
Saeed caught my attention first,
then i soon realized he was there.
speaking of the devil, i must say.
told leya baby about the day out with him to catch 'the exorcism of emily rose' and how in the end i ended up with fat.
really, even leya agreed he's such a dumbass,
not worth keeping or even owning.

had a day out with leya yesterday.
yes, only the two of us.
evening swim at the pool after her cheerleading practice.
very nice to once again get closer and snuggle up into each other's arms.
huggies and kisses pretty lady!
love her to bits.
had a great laugh at her darling boyfriend for really believing the both of us being lesbian partners.
silly cow.
private talks again, gossiping like every single minute.
ah yes, we were surrounded by a group of boys, who we believed just came back from soccer training.
as usual, they confronted us and made a fool of themselves cos us girls just laughed our butts off straight at their faces and left the pool.
like HELLO!
you guys play for Sembawang Rangers.
if you play for ManU or something, we might consider.
heh.

naz honey text me and apologised for not answering my calls.
she's so sweet.
but too bad she couldn't tag along.
helped her momma do some shopping and had to babysit her little baby brother.
how nice.

jaja's simply not in the mood.
maybe she's suffering from that 28-days cycle shiz or something.
hee.
but no worries, i'm meeting my jaja bitching macihne at KL this weekend.
wuuhoo!
she's heading down to sunway lagoon too, so we'll get to spend time with each other.
if i'm not wrong, anis left for Kl already.
hmmm...
like what she said,
'shopping spree!'

ah wells,
left the pool around 7,
unfortunately together with the guys.
dined at Mcdonalds.
ate the same stuff,
with the same weird style.
leya baby shredded her mcspicy chicken piece,
and wiped the lettuces and mayonaise off her burger,
i munched clean the lettuces and mixed the mayonaise and chilli.
we're just two wackos, still, i love her.
=)

saw my dear lesley.
she's all grown up to a pretty lady.
called her several times to check on her.
HAHA.
she didn't answer my calls but returned them not long after.
chatty chitty chat chat with her for a while,
and now i'm missing her yet again.
aaaww..she's just so irresistable.
HAHA.
lesley dear, i miss you truckloads baby!

met up with leya's darling boyfriend at four leaves.
he's oh so great looking, perfect for my leya.
=)
then went separate ways,
leya and her B walked home, i went over to the interchange.
was so engrossed in reading the newspaper,
was about to board the bus when something told me to turn behind.
saw saeed, and how nice,
he waved 'hi'.
he still remembers me.
returned his wave and boarded the bus,
then surprise surprise,
mr.K was with him.
i couldn't really be bothered.
he's still with that fcuking stucked up attitude.
BRAM boy!

whatever.

all right.
days back, them lovely coussies came and had sleepovers.
with them around, life is just so chaotic, really nice.
didn't sleep for the first day,
had pajamas party,
played monopoly,
they dolled up my barbie dolls,
had vcds marathon,
late night supper.
really sweet.

they left,
japstarr came and slept over.
life is even much more noisy with him around.
laughed my ass off at his silly remarks.
he styled my sister up, dolled my barbie dolls,
messed around, late night conversations with his super crazy friends and all.
dropped by 7-eleven late night, had chocolates,
chocolate shakes, chocolate ice cream and what shiz.
super hyped with him around,
ate a lot, messed a lot and definitely a lot of laughing gas.
just so fabulous.

ah yes,
don't mind the previous post.
i was just refering to cristiano ronaldo.
tell me i'm lame.
sigh, was really disappointed in him.
then again, the other match,
was it a draw or something??
i couldn't be bothered.
wanted to stay up late to watch yesterday's match,
but changed my mind, even though i had trouble going to dreamland.

yeah, i really do think that blogging is like 'da basi'.
i'm just too lazy to get my hands on the keyboard and start typing shiz of my daily life.
heh.
i miss mel.
i thought my dear bestie stayed over at her grandpa's place at m'sia.
didn't know she's been in s'pore and playing a game, THAT game, i have no idea which, and stuffing herself with not only onion rings, but the whole onions??
lol.
i've got to thank her cos now i'm so addicted to listening to loud music.
heh.
it seems weird that i can go to sleep with the songs still blaring on my stereo or my mp3.
still, they are uber great stuff.

maybe next year, i'll be taking dance lessons with leya.
still considering though.
we've planned what kind of school shiz we're going to get.
while she's going for that sporty kinda look,
i'm getting that girly yet sporty kinda look.
while she's getting adidas or puma or nike stuff,
maybe i'll go for beach brands and converse.

next year will be a total different year for me.
i'm so looking forward to making the best of it and flow through it smoothly.
don't be surprised if i give you that good girl kinda attitude.
i've promised myself to get on the right track, revising after school, have weekends revisions with my darling girlfriends, do every single homework and definitely not sleep or daydream in class.
maybe i'll have trouble with the last part though.
hee. =)
but nevertheless, i'll make the best of next year and try to get better grades.
i'll still keep up with my hml grades but i'll still try to polish them up and stay where my position is.
and of course, i'll try not to skip hml classes.
heehee.
mark my words, zati.
=D

oh people,
i'm leaving my home sweet home tmr.
going over to baby cous, Irfan's place and sleep over.
then on saturday, i'm packing my suitcase and drive over to KL.
total yayness!

next friday,
my fam's leaving for KL and Kuantan,
holiday yet again.
this time, with japstarr's fam and all.
double yayness!

my holidays shiz are half done,
still not in the mood to continue.

right,
i'll start tuning on to my loud music again and enjoy the day like i always do.
at the same time, i'll start packing my suitcase.
then i'm off to have a great warm shower.

BRAM baby!

3:25 PM