Monday, August 08, 2005

back to blogging another damn post.i have no idea why i'm still glued to the comp when i'm supposed to be looking for food in the kitchen.i dont care.i'm gonna binge!i'm so gonna stuff myself with whatever i can find in the kitchen.whole box of honey stars, M&M's, green tea, bandung, instant noodle, oreo cookies, ice cream, chips..wells, anything i can find la.release stress again. Sesame Street didnt help much.ELMO did cheer me up a little thou. =)

still, i cant believe i'm sitting at home while hunz enjoy himself with his girlfriends.arrghhh!!..i regret my decision of letting him be with them.totally.damn it!wth.i'm actually mourning and all as thou i'm attending someone's funeral.it would certainly be a great idea if it's MY funeral.then i dont ever have to worry bout anything.the thing is..i still havent enjoy life as much as i want to.so, forget bout funerals la.

think i'm gonna rot at home today.yay!!it's gonna be fun. -_-" can somebody stop me from being lame to my poor self??god damn.whatever.sheesh.nothing is helping.i'm still feeling blue.and i'm obviously listening to the wrong songs.My All by Mariah Carey is making me go soft and cry.haiyyoooyook.and the song on my bloggy keeps reminding me of hunz. he's so the sweet just like Bow Wow.but....he's so mean.and stupid.and is idiotic!!! ishk! he's always not by my side when i need him.he's such a dumbass!!!!

but,the funny thing is, he melts me easily.when i'm freakingly mad,i'll chill the very next moment after hearing his voice.aawww...and he knows how to cheer me up.just by getting me CHOCOLATES!!!AND by kneeling down on his knees, saying sorryy.damn it.he's so sweet!!haiyooyoo...

whatever it is, he'll still be the one i love most.he's so the sweet.he's so the lovely.huggies huggies..kisses kisses PLS...muackens! <3

i'm really gonna chow now and eat.no.BINGE!nyaha.ya ya.whatever.then i'll SLEEP!!!and DREAM.................

bye..i'm off to food land and dream land!
~tata.

IHEARTSmyHUNNIE. <3

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